Frustrated

I think the feeling of frustration is what can make me cry quicker than anything else. Especially being frustrated and unable to change the situation. Or today it was frustrated and overwhelmed. Ever have those moments?

I won't go in to details here, but lately I'm just feeling frustrated with things and can't seem to shake it. I don't know what the deal is, but I need to shake this feeling. Feeling like I'm functioning at only a fraction of me due to this haze of frustration in front of me.

Combine that with some overwhelmed feelings due to some circumstances beyond my control and you have tears before you even know it. Maybe it has to do with the control freak side of me that when I lack control it freaks me out. Maybe it has to do with being up before 6:00am and tackling problem after problem. Maybe it's a combination of it all.

All I know is I keep putting one foot in front of the other and breathing in and out. The haze and all has to clear at some point, right??

Until then......